Hello all,

I hope everybody has been doing ok threw the pandemic. I have... Well to say the least have been doing ok for the most part but mentally have not been in the best mindset. I am extremely grateful to have a wonderful, now, fìancee who is so patient, kind and understanding. Pretty much, I have been diagnosed with ptsd due to covid and the election causing me triggers due to mental abuse I endured in the past. 2019 I made tremendous strides to better myself and going to so many fur cons helped me out a whole lot. Being able to meet new friends and travel was uplifting and wonderful. A way to escape from my anxieties and depression for just a little while and then prepare for the next con to happen. 2020 really made a lot of that progress I made and tossed it into a pit of fire. This sadly has taken an effect on my hobbies I use to enjoy very much such as video games and art to which it has gotten a bit difficult to want to do them due to my depression acting up.
Even with this struggle I'm doing my best to work hard to better myself again and slowly get back into working on art. I do have art pieces I have done and worked on but I do need to post them lol. I am looking into getting a therapist currently and also taking medication to help me feel less on edge.
Hopefully 2021 will bring us a vaccine and we can finally all see each other and share many drinks and laughter.