Hey everyone

I figured to make this journal to let most of you guys know on how im holding on.

Well, since october I had a hard time feeling okay. I had many people disliking and hating me for the past mistakes I have done, for hurting my close friends and for the things I have done to my ex and stuff.

It was a rollercoaster for me and my mental health wasnt the best during these times .

But even if most of my friends left me, I still have a few friends who are still sticking with me and I recently got into a new healthy relationship. My boyfriend cares for me and he wants to help me improve myself, he knows about everything what i have done to my ex and he is still giving me a chance and im thankful for that.

and im thankful for my two really close friends who i consider my sisters. They were also sticking with me till the end.

As much as i dont want it to happen...there will always be people who will leave..and if they want to leave...they leave.

I have feeling a bit better and I was able to get a therapist for my bad anxiety. We are just trying to settle a time for my therapy where I dont have school

I hope everyone of you guys are doing well.

If you guys want to talk to me, feel free to add me on discord. It should be in the contact info on my profile.