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Late Night Depression
5 years ago
Dunno why i keep staying up so late, but keeps giving me some bad depression hah. Probably cause there's nothing to do or anyone to talk to. Wild.
Think its mostly the quiet honestly. Cause during the day im usually working, playing a game or something. People are up and im able to talk to them through telegram.
Then like 2am or even 1am hits and surprise surprise people go to bed. No work to be done, and ive probably burned myself out on games for the day. I usually turn something on to somewhat watch, mostly just so im not sitting in the quiet.
I guess this is a cry for help? Mostly just putting my thoughts into a journal, maybe something will come out of these if i continue it on.
Just tired of being alone at night, ya know?
anyway, thanks for reading for the like, two that have.
Think its mostly the quiet honestly. Cause during the day im usually working, playing a game or something. People are up and im able to talk to them through telegram.
Then like 2am or even 1am hits and surprise surprise people go to bed. No work to be done, and ive probably burned myself out on games for the day. I usually turn something on to somewhat watch, mostly just so im not sitting in the quiet.
I guess this is a cry for help? Mostly just putting my thoughts into a journal, maybe something will come out of these if i continue it on.
Just tired of being alone at night, ya know?
anyway, thanks for reading for the like, two that have.
But if you are unsure about why you go to sleep this late, what's keeping you from sleeping earlier? Or does it just not 'work' with resting any earlier?
Just can't keep my mind calm at night.