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4 years ago
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Well last night, I found out some sad news about a former friend I lost contact with a year and a half ago.
That evening, I became aware that in August 29 2020 that former friend known Skye Renard AKA Kacifox had taken her own life. I found this out by talking to a member of a Guild Wars 2 group Kaci was also a member of. He received the news from the person who runs the group.
Honestly I really don't know to say. Even though the friendship had ended in a not so good way a year and half ago, I still regard Kaci as a sister. So finding out what happen does hurt. It also hurts because I had witnessed Kacifox slowly and painfully losing a long drawn out battle with her inner demons and an abusive life and feeling powerless to make any difference to her fate. She transformed from a wonderful and kind hearted human being into a product of the hell she unfortunately surrendered her will to live to.
I will try to remember Kaci for all the good she was and hopefully she is again in the hereafter because I know deep down her soul was, is, and always will be good. Its just the fact her physical mind and body were damaged goods from the day she was born and the fact her family was abusive to her especially when they became aware that she was transgender.
Folks, I beg of you. Please...PLEASE... be kind to one another. Everybody has their inner demons and life's problems. Those like Kacifox who had been dealt a bad hand by the fates could very well be teetering on the edge. All it would take is just one more abusive person or one more problem in life to send them falling into the abyss. Regardless of who you are and who your likes and hates are, do not be that final straw.
As for you Kacifox, I hope that you are free from your pain. I hope you are getting the love and compassion you never received in the mortal world. Despite our differences that ended a friendship, I still view you as a sister to me and I always will. Rest now and may your next life, what ever it maybe, be a far happier one. You deserve at least that much, given the hell this life has been to you.
That evening, I became aware that in August 29 2020 that former friend known Skye Renard AKA Kacifox had taken her own life. I found this out by talking to a member of a Guild Wars 2 group Kaci was also a member of. He received the news from the person who runs the group.
Honestly I really don't know to say. Even though the friendship had ended in a not so good way a year and half ago, I still regard Kaci as a sister. So finding out what happen does hurt. It also hurts because I had witnessed Kacifox slowly and painfully losing a long drawn out battle with her inner demons and an abusive life and feeling powerless to make any difference to her fate. She transformed from a wonderful and kind hearted human being into a product of the hell she unfortunately surrendered her will to live to.
I will try to remember Kaci for all the good she was and hopefully she is again in the hereafter because I know deep down her soul was, is, and always will be good. Its just the fact her physical mind and body were damaged goods from the day she was born and the fact her family was abusive to her especially when they became aware that she was transgender.
Folks, I beg of you. Please...PLEASE... be kind to one another. Everybody has their inner demons and life's problems. Those like Kacifox who had been dealt a bad hand by the fates could very well be teetering on the edge. All it would take is just one more abusive person or one more problem in life to send them falling into the abyss. Regardless of who you are and who your likes and hates are, do not be that final straw.
As for you Kacifox, I hope that you are free from your pain. I hope you are getting the love and compassion you never received in the mortal world. Despite our differences that ended a friendship, I still view you as a sister to me and I always will. Rest now and may your next life, what ever it maybe, be a far happier one. You deserve at least that much, given the hell this life has been to you.
so sorry to hear, i had this experience just last year, lost contact with a good friend of mine for a while only to find out a year later he passed away
I hope and pray you are alright right now, Tamias.
Hopefully Kaci is finding the peace IRL never gave them, , i hope now up there in heaven they know im sorry for that peroid while we were still mates , that i got kinda Nasty
I didn't know she had these demons in her.. I guess at the time we were both fighting our own internal battles. I always talked to her about how bad my home life was, and all she ever talked to me about was living out of her car with her then service dog. If I had known it was that bad... I would have done so much more...
I feel so much guilt... I wish she had spoken to me about this... She thought I was lover material yet she didn't tell me these things. I feel if she had maybe I could have saved her...
I know in hindsight you can see all the things you could have done that may have changed things in life is a very toxic way of thinking and makes people haunted by their choices... I miss her so much.. I wish we could have reconciled before this..