Honestly I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I need to do that's for the best of my future. I'm confused on where I need to go or stay, and can't help but wondering if I'm making a mistake. Things used to be so clear but now I feel like I'm just damning myself to situations and scenarios where I'm doing nothing but hurting myself. I don't like this feeling and I don't like where I'm going.