I saw it once again more. My drawings look much too stiff and are anatomically wrong. I see it myself as I feel little life in the creatures I draw. I am glad that after a long struggle and changing my own content I decided to join a Discord server. And right after that another one, from people I think "they know what they are doing". So far I've learned everything by seeing, understanding and implementing (maybe even imitating). So it could be that many points you see have already been perfected by other artists. But in the second server I have found a corner that focuses on tutorials, this is extensive large and will probably take weeks until I have completely worked through it. And really learn from it. Until now I am willing to learn this extensive compilation completely. I want to learn and accept this gift from many people who have taken care of it.

I want one day to transfer my thoughts pictorially on paper or .png(s) without feeling strange about it. I owe it to myself