So I am going back to school to get a Bachelors in Cybersecurity (CS). And right now I feeling like I am drowning. I really need to get out of my current job but I am only 2-5 years from being able to retire. If I can't transfer into a CS position in the state I will go ahead and retire and try and pursue my dream of being a traveling leather crafter. OR look other than the state of Texas department to work in till I am old enough to draw social security. Goddess when did I become old? As well once I am no longer working for the state I will begin the chemical stage of my transition to my true self.