I have several things to tell everyone. In my last journal, I informed everyone of my seizures on my way to MFF.
Awaking in OU Medical center my father stayed by my side and took me to his house so I could help with Christmas preparations, and he could keep an eye on me just in case I had another episode... Till my mother arranged to meet him in Stillwater to go see the lights with me, something we have been meaning to do for years. Mom and I enjoyed driving through the lights and did plan on coming back when we were in better shape in '22. We went back to her new lake house where I stayed to celebrate Christmas day with her. The day after, Buddy, took me back to the farm to continue moving into my trailer, due to my uncle (1/2 owner of the land GreatGma's house sat on) evicting me. I got the Beast packed full and the 10' trailer loaded and called to see when Buddy would take me to my Trailer. It was then that he told me that my mom had a stroke on the 27th and crossed the rainbow bridge that night. Buddy came and picked me up and took me to the lake house so I would not be alone. we took Tenchi so she could be there for me. After mom's memorial which Dad came down to hold my hand and give me strenght, I had dad take me and my Tenchi chan back to the farm, where i unpacked beast and moved back in to Ggma's house. Im not getting evicted any more, because it is 25% my property and my Brother JW is backing me up to stay here. Monday or was it tuesday i woke up in the hospital again. I was told I had a some more seizures My freind who i just happpened to be on the phone with when they hit rushed to Ggma's house and took me to United regional. my Rx was uped and i was sent home.

I have not had any more seizures, but still have not gotten the memories that left on the the first and second episodes. The Dr.s did not seem to know why i had the seizures and I am to go see a nerologist on the 4th march hopefully she will have a better idea on why my brain is misfiring like this.

I plan on making a regular entry at least once a week from now on. both here on FA and FB, because i can not trrust my memory to be Idetic anymore. Oh, I need to tell Dad that his Eldist is his daughter not son. but I am worried about how he will take it.... sorry aboutthe rambling chaos. as i said it is to help me remember what happens to me hopefully when things settle back down my mind will not be so leaky.

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