First of all YAY 150 LETS GOOOO!!
I'm grateful you all enjoy the content I post enough to watch me >w<💙

I was going to do some big diaper wearing event, but, sadly as I was getting the diapers delivered I wasn't exactly able to hide my secret with them anymore. So a couple weeks ago I told them. (Fyi I have friends who have told their folks about their interest in padding, just in case you think the notion is dumb).

They seemed confused but calm about it at first which got my hopes up. Then I heard my mom crying a couple minutes after I left. With all the crap going on in the world this past year, admitting I was into a non normal thing was obviously too much for her. And she takes what I say about them being soft and comfortable as "I need underwear and pants that are more comfortable." Multiple times I've thought about putting some thick foam between my legs and giving a demonstration about why I love diapers, but honestly I just feel.. disappointed.

My mom HATED the thought of videogames, and yet, last October I was able to buy Nintendo games. Considering how strict she is with her only child, I've been able to do alot with her approval in the past. So what makes wearing something that eventually all adults probably will have to wear so wrong? The excuse that's always said is its not normal, which is one of the things I said and I know. Weird, yes. Wrong, no.

But I've just had mixed feelings about myself after that. Sometimes I want to be naughty, other times I'm unfollowing people because they're posting naughty content. I don't know what I want in life.. I just want to be happy. I feel like I can't be myself because of what I like and don't like (the idea of getting married and having to live someone else's life fyi).

So I'm sorry for the people I've ignored and for the way I've been. I may be opening up story commissions because I need the money because my mom won't shut up about financial stuff. Stay tuned~