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It's getting hard
4 years ago
(So sorry if my English is bad)
My mental breakdown has reached the point of no return.
I tried to try very hard all this time, and taking medication for me was equal to the death of my personality. Now I already agree to this.
Please take a look at my adopts, they are ready for sale. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9736072
The money from the adopts will go to me for medicine and a psychologist.
Please do not buy an adoption if you don’t need it, they are like my own children.
Thank you all for your attention.
My mental breakdown has reached the point of no return.
I tried to try very hard all this time, and taking medication for me was equal to the death of my personality. Now I already agree to this.
Please take a look at my adopts, they are ready for sale. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9736072
The money from the adopts will go to me for medicine and a psychologist.
Please do not buy an adoption if you don’t need it, they are like my own children.
Thank you all for your attention.
Entesh777
~entesh777
OP
When I start taking medicine, I will no longer be the person I am now. But I can no longer endure what is happening in my life. I really hope that my new life will be worth my death. I've been building what I am for 20 fucking years.
Entesh777
~entesh777
OP
I hope I will become a person who will not be disgusting to absolutely all people.
Entesh777
~entesh777
OP
If it doesn't work the way I think it is, then I can't even imagine what kind of shapeless vegetable I will become.
Entesh777
~entesh777
OP
Honestly, I'm still deep in thought. I do not know which is better, the death of my personality or the death in general of myself. It's so hard.
Entesh777
~entesh777
OP
In real life, I have stopped communicating with people, even with relatives, for many years. The last two years, by coincidence, I stopped communicating with people even on the Internet. Rather, the problem is not that I do not want to communicate, but that it is very hard with me and I cannot control it. I am very tired of my life and my outlook on life. And, to be honest, furaffinity is the only place where people support me. And I am very grateful to this and to all of you.
