this message goes to diva and i apologize in advance but you lost my trust and it will be hard to get it back just how i lost your trust but every time i see you on discord servers like Ume's discord and other discord servers i get anxiety from seeing you i cant contain all my anxiety at once but from what you did weeks ago (i think cause its hard to remember i dont have good memory sometimes) i am holding a grudge against you now i wont be like super angry and start swearing about you its just that what you did just shattered me into a deep depression meaning the Rune you know who is always happy and uplifting is gone now and its all your fault so dont expect to see the old rune you know this one is depressed, angry, and full of despair and there is nothing you can do it change me back to my old self diva nothing but just get used to the new me.....honestly i hope you regret the decision you did cause it was one of the shittiest ones you have done to someone who always supported you but now that support is gone and i hope you are happy with what you done you made someone who always looked up to you go down into a deep depression and despair no matter how many times i try to forget about you i just cant so my trust to you diva has disappeared i cant look at you the same way again and knowing that what you did both pissed me off and made me cry i never wanted this and neither did you blocking eachother will just make the situation worse not make it better however there is nothing we can do.....diva you lied to me about the break being temporary when it was suppose to be not a permanent break you lied to me and i hope that what you done you regret never again do i want this to happen and never again do i want to see you for now cause right now your giving me a fuckton of anxiety and thoughts i dont want to mention because of what you did Diva im unstable and not even you wishing me a happy birthday or happy new year or congradulating me on my VRchat wedding im very disappointed in you......i hope you rethink of what you did and i hope you regretted the decision you made after that stupid fucking chat on twitch whispers....i will never forgive you for what you did goodbye diva.....one last thing......stay safe..........