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Tired of being depressed
4 years ago
Just like the title says. I am tired of this.
It's all me.. it's nothing that someone else did or whatever else.. it's all me.
And it's very little things that either get me angry or depressed. For example someone said they were taking bids on a PP Pink Wolf and it got up to $985 so far. What pissed me off? I sold it to someone for what I paid for it.. to .. be.. nice.
And that's continually fucking pissing me off. I am nice. And yet.. if I need help there are times I am prolly screaming at the fucking wall. Yes some people have helped in times of need and I am grateful.
But also, lets think back there's around 10-15k that I spent on people that I will not get back.
And that irks me.
It irks me because I get talked about behind my back especially when I have tried to help people out. I LITERALLY last b-day was threatened with Doxxing.. oh and that? Came to nothing. Even tho.. even THO.. I found this fucker to his STREET ADDRESS.. how? BECAUSE HE'S ON FUCKING FACEBOOK!
Anyway, yeah.. It's to the point of me not even wanting a goddamned b-day this year. You want to get me something for my b-day? Give my boss some fucking enlightenment and tell her to hire me.
Like I fucking doubt that'll happen.. i'll get struck by lightning and hit by a meteor at the same fucking time.
It's all me.. it's nothing that someone else did or whatever else.. it's all me.
And it's very little things that either get me angry or depressed. For example someone said they were taking bids on a PP Pink Wolf and it got up to $985 so far. What pissed me off? I sold it to someone for what I paid for it.. to .. be.. nice.
And that's continually fucking pissing me off. I am nice. And yet.. if I need help there are times I am prolly screaming at the fucking wall. Yes some people have helped in times of need and I am grateful.
But also, lets think back there's around 10-15k that I spent on people that I will not get back.
And that irks me.
It irks me because I get talked about behind my back especially when I have tried to help people out. I LITERALLY last b-day was threatened with Doxxing.. oh and that? Came to nothing. Even tho.. even THO.. I found this fucker to his STREET ADDRESS.. how? BECAUSE HE'S ON FUCKING FACEBOOK!
Anyway, yeah.. It's to the point of me not even wanting a goddamned b-day this year. You want to get me something for my b-day? Give my boss some fucking enlightenment and tell her to hire me.
Like I fucking doubt that'll happen.. i'll get struck by lightning and hit by a meteor at the same fucking time.
bug minotaur hug.