AM I a "JERK" ?

I feel like I'm being mean & making people no longer like me.
Is this because I cannot use my emotions like other people can?
Is it because I cannot get EMO like normal people can?

or maybe I am a jerk & everyone should just leave me alone.
I cheered up some friends and made other upset with me because I'm not fast enough or I'm too slow in the head, I suck at telling lies but can speak the truth like a pride soldier. or is it because I'm "Too Popular"

If thats the case I didn't wanna become popular in the first place.

So if anyone wants to call me a jerk, then why still bother me?
If all you people gonna do is be nice to me, then be a jerk to me cause I won't give you what you want then I'm useless & should not be bothered....EVER.

Don't go Rage Quitting like a spoiled lil child or noob on teh webs. just leave me alone......completely :(