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An apology, some updates and a big thank you
4 years ago
Heyo everyone, I hope you‘re doing well and are staying safe <3 I know I‘m super super late, but I hope you all had a great start into 2021 and that the global situation didn‘t dominate your new year resolutions or 1st of january that badly 💙
First and foremost I owe you all an apology, which I want to get out of the way before I say anything else. I‘m sorry for not uploading, I apologise for not staying in touch well and taking sometimes weeks to respond to messages on Discord and Telegram. Everything has been chaotic to say the least. I won‘t go into detail, but to give you a brief impression, let me name just a few things that happened within the past three months:
A few days before christmas my dog of eleven years, Krümel, passed away. It wasn‘t in his sleep, nor particulary peaceful either. His death crushed me, to say the least. Just writing about it now makes it hard not to start crying again. He was with me during my most horrible moments and was the most loyal, friendly and amazing dog I ever knew. I miss him each and every day, especially when I‘m over at my parents house.
I‘ve been in and out of doctos offices due to a number of medical issues that occured all within a short span of time. (No Corona or anything, I‘ve been tested three times so far and all were negative. Maybe that experience has yet to come.) None of them life-threatening or anything, but I‘ve been diagnosed with something that could be, if not properly checked regulary and taken care of.
To add a cherry ontop of all that, I also was in a car crash just a few days ago. I was on my way to an appointment for work, when I stopped at a traffic light. The driver behind me wasn‘t paying attention to the road and rear ended me. Me and my car are both fine, at least on the surface, but my Touran will need repairs. The issue is, my tank – as I like to call him due to his size and type – is just about 13 years old. He‘s driving just fine and working well, just dislikes freezing temperatures and short trips. But because of his age, he isn‘t worth much part-wise. So my insurance may not cover all of the repairs costs, which is bad and something I have yet to figure out how to handle best.
These are some of the more majour things that kept me occupied. So I've been staying in an isolated state in an attempt to not affect those important to me with the issues life keeps throwing at me. As a result I have turned very quiet. Please, please, please, do not take my silence personally, because it isn‘t intentional or aimed at anyone at all. 2020 was by far the year where I was most active online and eventhough it was often very stressful to handle, I loved it very much. The support was amazing and the new friendships I found are some of the best I ever had. So I want to thank all of you that contacted me out of their own will during the past weeks, it helped so much to stay sane and focused, you have no idea <3
Putting all that aside, eventhough so many things happened, I was able to continue drawing. I finished all the christmas specials and am back with working on my regular commission queque. The reason I didn‘t upload any of it is simple yet dumb, I just didn‘t have the strength nor time for it. Right now, I can‘t handle two jobs at the same time, as much as I hate to admit it, one being my journalist job and the second one being my online upload- and commission-schedule. I‘m most certian that I‘ll get back to uploading regulary and responding more often to private messages, but that time won‘t come right away, I can‘t force things to go my way, as much as I‘d like them too.
For now, I want to thank you all for still being here and for your patience with me 💙I‘m tired of waiting for better times and for the pandemic/corona to „go away“ because it just never will. The time to act is now, because we all only have this one life and we‘re the ones in control of it.
Please take this journal as a sign that things will get better, as an apology and as a thank you for being the way you are. Have an amazing day/night <3
Yours: Kronoluna, holding on 💙
First and foremost I owe you all an apology, which I want to get out of the way before I say anything else. I‘m sorry for not uploading, I apologise for not staying in touch well and taking sometimes weeks to respond to messages on Discord and Telegram. Everything has been chaotic to say the least. I won‘t go into detail, but to give you a brief impression, let me name just a few things that happened within the past three months:
A few days before christmas my dog of eleven years, Krümel, passed away. It wasn‘t in his sleep, nor particulary peaceful either. His death crushed me, to say the least. Just writing about it now makes it hard not to start crying again. He was with me during my most horrible moments and was the most loyal, friendly and amazing dog I ever knew. I miss him each and every day, especially when I‘m over at my parents house.
I‘ve been in and out of doctos offices due to a number of medical issues that occured all within a short span of time. (No Corona or anything, I‘ve been tested three times so far and all were negative. Maybe that experience has yet to come.) None of them life-threatening or anything, but I‘ve been diagnosed with something that could be, if not properly checked regulary and taken care of.
To add a cherry ontop of all that, I also was in a car crash just a few days ago. I was on my way to an appointment for work, when I stopped at a traffic light. The driver behind me wasn‘t paying attention to the road and rear ended me. Me and my car are both fine, at least on the surface, but my Touran will need repairs. The issue is, my tank – as I like to call him due to his size and type – is just about 13 years old. He‘s driving just fine and working well, just dislikes freezing temperatures and short trips. But because of his age, he isn‘t worth much part-wise. So my insurance may not cover all of the repairs costs, which is bad and something I have yet to figure out how to handle best.
These are some of the more majour things that kept me occupied. So I've been staying in an isolated state in an attempt to not affect those important to me with the issues life keeps throwing at me. As a result I have turned very quiet. Please, please, please, do not take my silence personally, because it isn‘t intentional or aimed at anyone at all. 2020 was by far the year where I was most active online and eventhough it was often very stressful to handle, I loved it very much. The support was amazing and the new friendships I found are some of the best I ever had. So I want to thank all of you that contacted me out of their own will during the past weeks, it helped so much to stay sane and focused, you have no idea <3
Putting all that aside, eventhough so many things happened, I was able to continue drawing. I finished all the christmas specials and am back with working on my regular commission queque. The reason I didn‘t upload any of it is simple yet dumb, I just didn‘t have the strength nor time for it. Right now, I can‘t handle two jobs at the same time, as much as I hate to admit it, one being my journalist job and the second one being my online upload- and commission-schedule. I‘m most certian that I‘ll get back to uploading regulary and responding more often to private messages, but that time won‘t come right away, I can‘t force things to go my way, as much as I‘d like them too.
For now, I want to thank you all for still being here and for your patience with me 💙I‘m tired of waiting for better times and for the pandemic/corona to „go away“ because it just never will. The time to act is now, because we all only have this one life and we‘re the ones in control of it.
Please take this journal as a sign that things will get better, as an apology and as a thank you for being the way you are. Have an amazing day/night <3
Yours: Kronoluna, holding on 💙
About your dog i do understand quite well such pain, as mine passed away on the 4th of january and it was through that way too, and damn that is...horrible, it can finish breaking you apart but well, you know that with time, patience and force of will, its gonna heal x3.
And i really hope you manage to stay healthy ma'am x3
And last but not least, nothing to apologize for Luna, everyone has to focus on themself when life hits hard and there is nothing wrong in that, everyone needs time for themselfs to recover and return better. So do what you must and keep staying strong cause believe me when i say it, you're seriously one really strong lady and i can see how much you do the best you can with what life throws at you, you're one beautiful soul, and a lot of people will always be around you to support and help you, we will be here always for ya <3
Thank you so much for your kind words, kind messages like yours are what's keeping me afloat in these times... stay cool and thank you again for your continous support 💙
"Rise and shine Miss Luna...Rise and shineee" (?) XDD <3
And thank you very much again, I'm hoping to show lots of progress once I get back into art on a daily base ;3; and recieving so much support is one of the biggest motivational boosts I could wish for 💙