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Havent been happy for a while
4 years ago
Lately i been feeling depress lately for a while and i think it comes down to it being close to my birthday. I'm gonna be turning 30 this year and i honestly feel like i havent done much with my life.
No goals met, No dreams from childhood came true, no stupid job, health gotten worse since lockdown, dealing with art blocks, no reason to get up early anymore and lots more.
Even if i do try and follow my dreams it not worth pursing anymore because of how crap company's are now.
hardly any commissions and even if i try and declare it, cant take any until April
stick and tired of trades, sick of people asking stuff for me and i dont get a fucking thing in return. im struggling to keep up and i want to do my own stuff but cant and i want to break down and cry.
im stress, sick and tired and just want it all to go away but like my dreams, it will never happen.
im gonna hate my birthday
No goals met, No dreams from childhood came true, no stupid job, health gotten worse since lockdown, dealing with art blocks, no reason to get up early anymore and lots more.
Even if i do try and follow my dreams it not worth pursing anymore because of how crap company's are now.
hardly any commissions and even if i try and declare it, cant take any until April
stick and tired of trades, sick of people asking stuff for me and i dont get a fucking thing in return. im struggling to keep up and i want to do my own stuff but cant and i want to break down and cry.
im stress, sick and tired and just want it all to go away but like my dreams, it will never happen.
im gonna hate my birthday
and i hope that you will have a great days in the future.
Please keep your chin up and never give up on your faith in life and hard work. Your projects what makes us entertain as community.
So please hope you'll feel better soon.