So ..... Hi?

I haven't been here for a long time, and in general, the last year I appear here very rarely. In last May, I felt very bad - my head began to spin, I lost my sense of balance, I had a headache everyday, and by the fall, my eyesight dropped dramatically in one eye and my legs began to go numb. Unfortunately, in this condition, I could not study, draw, work, I could not even walk normally and look at the laptop screen. I showed up in the fall doing a couple of YCHs because I needed money to pay for my studies, but I couldn't get much done and disappeared again.
In December, I visited a paid doctor, and after that I did an MRI, where they discovered multiple sclerosis and sent me to the hospital to clarify the diagnosis. And, well, I really have multiple sclerosis. This disease isn't cured, but only progresses over the years, until your nervous system collapses and your limbs are paralyzed. Treatment consists only in the fact that drugs are trying to induce remission as much as possible and delay the destruction of the nervous system as long as possible. I was given droppers to stop the exacerbation, and I feel better! I spent another month trying to register for special medications. And here I am!!! uwu

I won't talk for a long time about the terrible consequences and incurability of multiple sclerosis, so as not to burden you, if you are interested, you can search for information in google. I can only say that almost all my MS symptoms have gone, but when I am overworked, it all comes back, so I try to sleep and eat a lot, take antidepressants and take care of myself.

So far, I have not gone to university for almost a year, and I don't even know whether I was expelled or not, but I don't think that I will be able to continue my studies. I can't work anywhere either. And I decided to do what I love for now - at last I can draw again!
This year was incredibly difficult, I had a lot of financial problems, health problems, with my studies (which I tried to quit three times due to bullying from the professor), but now I decided to spend this spring for myself, take a break and do what I love and want.

I would be incredibly glad for your support, at least to know that someone remembers me! Also, I am very embarrassed to say this, but I would be very glad of your any financial support. It is not necessary to donate, you can just buy YCH or a commission from me, I will be extremely grateful to you, but this is an absolutely voluntary thing! Support and some nice words are just as important to me if it's not difficult for you.

I really missed this place and drawing! <3
If you wrote something to me while I was away, please write to me again so that I know that it is relevant.
And sorry for my english!