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Voicing Out: Missed Opportunities
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I think about the past a lot and it usually involves with some several achievements I have made that satisfies me. It makes me wonder why can't I do them now? I won competitions when I was in Primary School. I am super active with the furry community. I was doing almost everything I want back then and I enjoyed it. What's stopping me from getting those achievements again? I don't know what affected me so much but after the COVID lockdown I had in Singapore, all I wanted to be was lazy and just rest. I don't even want to go to work, I don't even want to draw and I think back about the days I used to be able to draw 20 - 30 artworks per month and the times I enjoyed my job at work.
Right now, I just feel tired all the time and have a fogged up mind. I don't know if that's the depression talking or I just have a severe case of being burnt out. Deep down, I want to work happily, I want todraw well but my body just says, "Nope! No can do!". It makes me cry at night sometimes thinking about how useless I am right now, not being able to do anything I want. A slave to my own broken body, not being able to perform the simplest of tasks.
I wish I can turn back time and go back to how it was in the past. I hate my new self, they suck...
Right now, I just feel tired all the time and have a fogged up mind. I don't know if that's the depression talking or I just have a severe case of being burnt out. Deep down, I want to work happily, I want todraw well but my body just says, "Nope! No can do!". It makes me cry at night sometimes thinking about how useless I am right now, not being able to do anything I want. A slave to my own broken body, not being able to perform the simplest of tasks.
I wish I can turn back time and go back to how it was in the past. I hate my new self, they suck...
Hope this helps, you got a lot of people rootin' for ya.
The only thing that got me out of the funk is doing some challenge drawings. Got even a new character out of it as well which I honestly love to bits. Maybe you should try something like that too? Challenge yourself to do something you don't normally draw that you enjoy, or make a new character going off of a single design idea and make it different then what you normally draw.