Improving Myself + Fixing Everything
3 years ago
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Hello everyone.
I have been thinking about this a lot. Talked to a bunch of my friends and even commissioners too and the schedule I have been putting out is just super unrealistic. With it being unrealistic, it has been stressing me the fuck out.
The best way to go about this is to go in batches again without a targetted deadline per se but more to me finishing a batch before moving to the next one.
People have been asking me why my commissions list is so much smaller compared to last time. Firstly, it is due to the shift of Trello which caused me to lose my old account that has all the information in it. The ones affected are the ABCs of Inflation because I had no form submission for that and I collated everything into Trello.
I went through all of my old FA journals even from the previous accounts just to double check and managed to find only the names but not really the information. Here are the names below and I will be contacting them in due time after my exams are done by this Friday:
BodBloat
Amarokwlf
AFATWOLF
Bashade
DragomanHero
WinterDog
IndigoRho
Draco122
LizardGuy
rockmaster2027
ZackBarzahd
TheAutumnMarten
Crosso
Ellegarden
TheBrokenCask
Drakeo1liveson
Randsom
Furlover1
I will also contact these people below because these are also the people I owe the longest by far and I want to integrate them to my current schedule first. I will mix around with current commissioners who have bought something from me since 2021.
NotReggie
Jerrett16
DarkPiggie
HP1741A
Synsath
I just want to deeply apologize for all of this, for the wait, for my lies and empty promises. I was very naive ever since I started doing commissions. At the moment, all I want to do is clear everything. Clear all what I have owed and restarted with a clean slate. At the same time, yes, I will be focusing on my day job and other endeavours as well so that I can at least gain the buffer income in case any wants a refund.
I also understand many may have blocked me for it. If anyone has any contact to those who may have blocked me, I'd like to ask for a pardon and provide a refund for them. It is the best I can do for not living up to their expectations, after that, we do not need to communicate further. I just wish to at least pay back the things I owe either by fulfilling what is paid or provide a refund for it.
As for refunds, I have to manage and calculate when I have the money for it as well and set a date to send the refunds over. It may not be today or within the week but I will provide a refund at a set date.
I really want to apologize for all this crap I have done. I am more mature now definitely and will find ways to make peace with people I have angered and for the stuff I owed.
My plans right now is to finish at least the top above first and the current commissions with the best ability I can. Once I have contacted and finish the above, I will proceed with the next batch.
Current Batch Focus:
Blob Icons
Feb - May 2022 Commissions
Above list of names
Other Administrative Stuff
If you want a refund and I have owed you artwork before 2020, we can discuss through DMs BUT it won't be instant, I have to check my calendar for certain dates I will get paid or when I can get the cash. It is to the point that I may only be able to provide refunds for one person per month as I am also... struggling with my health.
I am not good physically and mentally but the only way I can better myself and at least have a good conscience is by doing this.
As for those who is able to bear with me and wait, I thank you for your patience. I won't be taking any more commissions unless I really need it for emergencies. Emergencies being health and medication or in a state where I might be homeless or have literally no access to food or my basic needs. I will also ONLY take commissions if donations don't cut it to be honest. This is the most desperate situation I have to be in.
Thank you to everyone who have been supporting me since 2016 or even earlier especially to those who have waited for this long to get my shit together. I just want to make this right. It has been eating me inside and caused me a lot of stress.
I have been thinking about this a lot. Talked to a bunch of my friends and even commissioners too and the schedule I have been putting out is just super unrealistic. With it being unrealistic, it has been stressing me the fuck out.
The best way to go about this is to go in batches again without a targetted deadline per se but more to me finishing a batch before moving to the next one.
People have been asking me why my commissions list is so much smaller compared to last time. Firstly, it is due to the shift of Trello which caused me to lose my old account that has all the information in it. The ones affected are the ABCs of Inflation because I had no form submission for that and I collated everything into Trello.
I went through all of my old FA journals even from the previous accounts just to double check and managed to find only the names but not really the information. Here are the names below and I will be contacting them in due time after my exams are done by this Friday:
BodBloat
Amarokwlf
AFATWOLF
Bashade
DragomanHero
WinterDog
IndigoRho
Draco122
LizardGuy
rockmaster2027
ZackBarzahd
TheAutumnMarten
Crosso
Ellegarden
TheBrokenCask
Drakeo1liveson
Randsom
Furlover1
I will also contact these people below because these are also the people I owe the longest by far and I want to integrate them to my current schedule first. I will mix around with current commissioners who have bought something from me since 2021.
NotReggie
Jerrett16
DarkPiggie
HP1741A
Synsath
I just want to deeply apologize for all of this, for the wait, for my lies and empty promises. I was very naive ever since I started doing commissions. At the moment, all I want to do is clear everything. Clear all what I have owed and restarted with a clean slate. At the same time, yes, I will be focusing on my day job and other endeavours as well so that I can at least gain the buffer income in case any wants a refund.
I also understand many may have blocked me for it. If anyone has any contact to those who may have blocked me, I'd like to ask for a pardon and provide a refund for them. It is the best I can do for not living up to their expectations, after that, we do not need to communicate further. I just wish to at least pay back the things I owe either by fulfilling what is paid or provide a refund for it.
As for refunds, I have to manage and calculate when I have the money for it as well and set a date to send the refunds over. It may not be today or within the week but I will provide a refund at a set date.
I really want to apologize for all this crap I have done. I am more mature now definitely and will find ways to make peace with people I have angered and for the stuff I owed.
My plans right now is to finish at least the top above first and the current commissions with the best ability I can. Once I have contacted and finish the above, I will proceed with the next batch.
Current Batch Focus:
Blob Icons
Feb - May 2022 Commissions
Above list of names
Other Administrative Stuff
If you want a refund and I have owed you artwork before 2020, we can discuss through DMs BUT it won't be instant, I have to check my calendar for certain dates I will get paid or when I can get the cash. It is to the point that I may only be able to provide refunds for one person per month as I am also... struggling with my health.
I am not good physically and mentally but the only way I can better myself and at least have a good conscience is by doing this.
As for those who is able to bear with me and wait, I thank you for your patience. I won't be taking any more commissions unless I really need it for emergencies. Emergencies being health and medication or in a state where I might be homeless or have literally no access to food or my basic needs. I will also ONLY take commissions if donations don't cut it to be honest. This is the most desperate situation I have to be in.
Thank you to everyone who have been supporting me since 2016 or even earlier especially to those who have waited for this long to get my shit together. I just want to make this right. It has been eating me inside and caused me a lot of stress.