Why can't it just be summer 2010 now?
16 years ago
General
I'm not only saying this because I'm tired of the cold weather and darker days... but also because I'm SO looking forward to moving away from home!
I'm sick and tired of my parents! They are never satisfied with anything I do, when I do something good, they find something else to complain about! And it's eating me up from the inside, this burning dislike that I feel for them!
And the worst part is that they are very aware of the fact that I have a self-esteem which almost is underground, and still they always scold me in the worst ways, making me feel even more like a zero! I have told them how much they hurt me and how destroying it is for my self-esteem... But when I do either:
1. Promise that they'll think of it next time... and continue in the same way next time!
or
2. Accuse me for lying and being a bad daughter...
I really can't take it anymore! I'm tired of spending nights crying over the fact that I feel my parents hate me! They are the only persons who can make me cry my eyes out for hours and make me want to run away from home...
I hate to complain about it cause many of my friends have bigger problems and I feel so much like a whiner! But I've reached my limit now and I can't wait till I'm done with this school and can move over 300 km away from this shitty place!
I'm sick and tired of my parents! They are never satisfied with anything I do, when I do something good, they find something else to complain about! And it's eating me up from the inside, this burning dislike that I feel for them!
And the worst part is that they are very aware of the fact that I have a self-esteem which almost is underground, and still they always scold me in the worst ways, making me feel even more like a zero! I have told them how much they hurt me and how destroying it is for my self-esteem... But when I do either:
1. Promise that they'll think of it next time... and continue in the same way next time!
or
2. Accuse me for lying and being a bad daughter...
I really can't take it anymore! I'm tired of spending nights crying over the fact that I feel my parents hate me! They are the only persons who can make me cry my eyes out for hours and make me want to run away from home...
I hate to complain about it cause many of my friends have bigger problems and I feel so much like a whiner! But I've reached my limit now and I can't wait till I'm done with this school and can move over 300 km away from this shitty place!
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i dont even wanna think about how that'd be like, i know how devastating dad was for my self-estem.
Get out as soon as you can, they may be your parents but if they're making you feel like that they dont do a very good job.
cant you move out before end of school?