First journal, yeeeeh....

Um, well I've been feeling down today, not as a usual down but more so how I've been feeling ever since I've started drawing today.
I feel like I'm a failure not in the depressed sense but more so a more, take a look at yourself and critique where I'm at and where I should be.

I understand that art and improvement takes time that's obvious, but I have these feelings that I have no where to go, where will I go. how will it go, how will it look and today its been a lot of dislikes from myself. call it depression, sadness or just disappointment in myself. but I'm not trying to wine about it or tell myself hey my art is terrible I know its not its decent at best and meh at worst.

But this feeling won't leave, Idk we'll see what tomorrow brings. chow