Something that i really want to know. I mean seriously, who's there for me? It seems as though whenever i'm down or something, the only people i can talk to are people who are online and miles away. I don't really have anyone irl who wants to listen. Some of the people irl don't want to deal with the drama because they either have their own to get over, or they just would rather not be bothered with it.

Weird cus whenever someone i know comes to me with a problem, i do all in my power to help them, because i figure that's what friends are for, but if I don't have anyone who does that for me, what does that mean? Does it mean i don't have friends? Granted, I'm not the coolest person to hang out with, and sure I'm not carefree like other people and I express myself(thoughts and feelings) differently than other guys, but there should be SOMEone i can fully talk to about everything and not worry about it right? Somebody who i can call no matter what time of day or night and they not be angry cus of it, they just ask what's up and what they can do to help.

Doesn't seem I have that..