I have been heartbroken again, you know what I don't think I belong in the fandom anymore, sure some people say nice things to me, but in the end I am always a loser and a lonely disabled person left alone in the dark forever! Everyone is just taking advantage of me for sex or something like that but that is not cool at all! Even when I am starting to get into somefur, they just break my heart by saying they can't be my love or they are already taken without telling me!!! If Furries actually cared for me, they would have sent me sorrowful messages and not just say "I'm sorry this has happened to you." So if anyone DM's me saying they just want to NSFW RP for my body, then I will block you immediately! 7 failed relationships is like going to a con and everyone is laughing at you and calling you offensive names that get into your skin! Now I have had some suicidal thoughts since I was 11 like jumping off a building and ending it and all. I still am considering suicide and all of you liars are ABSOBLUTELY NOT HELPING!!!! I am turning my Discord and all of my other social media contacts to "Ask Only" because I don't think I can trust anyone right now. I am sorry for this message to you all but I am in a state of serious mental pain!