Its that time of year again.

I'll be honest with you guys, I always get anxiety attacks today. Then again, when do I not get anxiety attacks? The self depreciation hits hardest on days like this though, days that should be happy. I'd like to say it's not entirely in my head and that I'm Justified for feeling this way, family abandoning the celebration we've been planning for two months, but lets be real, today is what you make it, so if its bad, it's my own fault for being such a downer.

I really hope today goes well but I don't exactly have high expectations. I really hope the rest of the year goes well on that note. And I wish I had something more inspiring to say but, I'm not good at acting, and I'd have to pull off one hell of a performance to appear optimistic right now.

I hope everybody out there has a good day today. Cherish your loved ones, and Carpe Deim.