I feel like I should just get rid of void or just go by a different name, Void he's gonna still be my character but I feel like not only I've grown away from how I intended Void to be, but instead of void being as I intended, I wanted Void to be this character where I could just be someone I'm not I mean in a way it did work out like that but not in the way that I had envisioned Void being this character where I could be this happy skinny bean things I am not but instead not only void but myself is looked at as a toxic criminal which looking at my past with Void and seeing how shitty of a person I portrayed myself and Void as and if I hurt you with my actions its cause I was doing it for the high I guess you could say, Um I feel like shit for my past I was acting inappropriately, childish and just not who I am irl to my ex-friends, my exes and everyone I hurt I'm really truly sorry I wasn't in the right space mentally nor physically even tho I seemed ok I wasn't I'm in therapy and on medications now,I just wanna be forgiven if you all could find it in your heart to forgive me for how shity i was in the future with the help of medications,therapy and a change in who my friends are as when i was younger i used to be friends with people who just used me for pics of myself and just seeing that they were happy with it, it made me think that being someone who I'm not was how i should be no worries to some of my close friends I'm still gonna be here but i need to address my past i cant just sweep it under the rug anymore, and be true to myself and all of yall and the break away from social media well not all but most of them i still am gonna take time away from discord twitter Instagram telegram snapchat,The best way to talk to me rn is notes and adding me on steam.