I'm worthless, sometimes it feels like all I am good for is making other people mad, it feels like I only exist to be the focus of people's anger, and that I should just put an end to myself and the suffering I cause others, every day when somebody takes something I say or do the wrong way and gets mad I just want to curl up and just stay there until my body turns to dust and my spirit can be free from suffering and being the cause of other people's suffering, and every time it happens I find it harder and harder to not follow through on that thinking, I'm like a fly but much worse, I'm worthless


Utterly worthless