Thank you guys for who you are.
I may not always show it and lord knows I'm slow to respond along with being scatterbrained but you guys are a good bunch.
I'm happy you all want to speak with me, be it just to hang or the very obvious raunchy fun we look for as it does make me feel wanted.
If i do not show it or make you feel unwanted then i am terribly sorry about that as i have no intention of coming across as cold or uncaring and while my brain might be wired one way that makes this hard, i should be better to you guys when you're some good friends and i would hate to wrong you.

This is not a cry for help of any sort nor a last message "before i leave". I just wanted to take some time and thank you guys.