RIP Asiri Haven 5/3/2021
4 years ago
Hey everyone.
laruf here. I wish I hadn't had to do something like this again so soon, but I'm sorry to inform everyone that Asiri passed away sometime between yesterday, Sunday May 2nd and today, Monday the 3rd.
I don't know how much info I'm allowed or entitled to give just yet. About three weeks ago she moved away from her home in North Carolina to join us here in Texas, and while she got adjusted seemingly smoothly, her depression and bipolar disorder ended up getting the best of her and tearing a rift between her and rest of us, despite everyone's best efforts. I tried my best and I'm trying not to feel guilty, since I pushed so hard to get her out here and I thought and hoped I could provide the environment that she needed to improve her mental state and recover.
We last spoke in person last Friday, April 30th. The last time we had a conversation was over Telegram yesterday morning. I sent her a goodnight text last night. She never read it.
If anyone has any info about how to contact her family members, please let me know at:@shekhels on Telegram. I made a tweet about it as well, and I'll be uploading that with all the information I can.
I'm sorry, everyone. We're all scattered and dazed and scared and shaky. We all tried our best. I love her and I miss her.

I don't know how much info I'm allowed or entitled to give just yet. About three weeks ago she moved away from her home in North Carolina to join us here in Texas, and while she got adjusted seemingly smoothly, her depression and bipolar disorder ended up getting the best of her and tearing a rift between her and rest of us, despite everyone's best efforts. I tried my best and I'm trying not to feel guilty, since I pushed so hard to get her out here and I thought and hoped I could provide the environment that she needed to improve her mental state and recover.
We last spoke in person last Friday, April 30th. The last time we had a conversation was over Telegram yesterday morning. I sent her a goodnight text last night. She never read it.
If anyone has any info about how to contact her family members, please let me know at:@shekhels on Telegram. I made a tweet about it as well, and I'll be uploading that with all the information I can.
I'm sorry, everyone. We're all scattered and dazed and scared and shaky. We all tried our best. I love her and I miss her.
Sorry to hear of her passing. She and I shared some decent conversations and jokes together on Telegram.
Asiri, I miss you greatly and you will forever be in my heart and thoughts.
The hardest fight is with one's own demons.. I've seen family surcome and had my own battles.. this is sad to hear.
Asiri, be a good Yeen where ever you are. Love you 💓 and I'll miss you.
We used to tease and pester each other every FWA like siblings… she would always hang out with me in artist alley and steal my sign and make me laugh. She will be sorely missed.