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nonsequitur

The Dissociation of Self | Registered: June 25, 2009 09:23:24 AM

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Shutting down commissions indefinitely

4 years ago

Scribbling nonsense all across the board like jaguars leaping from trees of leather bodices encasing aged withered corpses whose eyes dazzle with the light of one million and three silver satellites flying over Los Angeles hiding illegal immigrants from Irish potato farms built atop the golden ruins of El Dorado filled with demonic Ewoks hurling tremendous tankards of tons of Tylenol at the panda bear ninjas that hide around every corner of the magic square building trying desperately to pull up its skirt and set roots on another cubic square inch of the board upon which I am scribbling nonsense.

I've come to the decision that worrying about commissions is severely detrimental to me.

I've been unable to touch the queue in part because I don't have enough time and also because of overwhelming guilt about how long it's taken, which begets a self-perpetuating cycle of anxiety.

The fact of the matter is that I don't have the energy or output necessary to work on projects both for myself and for others and it doesn't feel sufficiently rewarding to me.

I apologize to everyone who might have hoped to commission me, but I can't cope with the stress or the frustration anymore.

I also apologize to those for whom I'd already started working, I just don't have it in me to go back to those stories at this point.

Maybe I'll try again in the future but frankly I can't make any promises.

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