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Annoying habits
4 years ago
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I don't know why but I often try to befriend people but get so self conscious about annoying them I stop saying anything.
Once I do feel comfortable with someone I start feeling I guess clingy in that I want to talk often.but the first thing often prevents that.
Whenever I'm having a problem and I don't have anyone to turn to ill type a message to someone or pretend to talk to someone out loud to try and vent the issue or as ball it up and suppress it until I die or it explodes out of me.
I discourage myself constantly.
Am constantly trying to help or improve something about myself but beat myself back down.
I still remember how I confessed all this to my father once and all he said is just keep going and patted my shoulder and walked away.
Just wanted to throw this into the void and see if this helps lift my mood at all.
Once I do feel comfortable with someone I start feeling I guess clingy in that I want to talk often.but the first thing often prevents that.
Whenever I'm having a problem and I don't have anyone to turn to ill type a message to someone or pretend to talk to someone out loud to try and vent the issue or as ball it up and suppress it until I die or it explodes out of me.
I discourage myself constantly.
Am constantly trying to help or improve something about myself but beat myself back down.
I still remember how I confessed all this to my father once and all he said is just keep going and patted my shoulder and walked away.
Just wanted to throw this into the void and see if this helps lift my mood at all.
But I think you have people around you who love you for nothing. I think sharing your problems and emotions is very important.
And I'm sorry you're going through this.
I am kind-of like that too, admittedley