I’m on my way to do the scariest thing I’ve had to do so far, the gastroscopy. It’s needed to find out what’s wrong with my health. The thing is, I’m terrified because I have such a large gag reflex, that I can’t use a toothbrush on my tongue without gagging.

I will be getting calming meds through my veins, so hopefully it will go better than I expect. But I’m so terrified. Please wish me luck, I will need it all 😭


Thank you for reading my nonesense, I hope I can look back at this and laugh at myself for being so scared x)
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EDIT:
I didn’t make it... I tried 5 times and I couldn’t breathe... so they cancelled it and but up another appointment at the local hospital where they could give me better calming meds to knock me out better. I’m so sad that I couldn’t do it though, it was a horrible horrible experience and I would love to get it over with but that wasn’t the case...