So most of you won't know me since I'm not that active on FA. But I thought I'd let y'all know about how I've been struggling, since I really have no one to talk to. Also I might ask some question about FA and bring that up too.

First of all, my life feels like hell. I've been struggling all throughout 2020 (everyone has), going on 2021 and it's really taken a toll on me. I've been depressed since before the pandemic, and covid just made it worse. I've tried retreating to discord to find friends and that has really helped. I've made a lot of really good friendships on there. But unfortunately, I've had to live with my parents during quarantine. And they have been a real hassle. They've treated me like I was still their rebellious teen and all that crap. They've taken stuff from me and my only other option is leave. But basically, I've had no income and I have to put up with their bs. So I've lost the discord and my phone and crap. I've become isolated and my only outlet seems to be video games. And it's really hard for me to make friends and now I've lost that. I honestly don't know what to do with my life now. I'm just desperate for something to change.

Second thing is that I am a serious rp geek. I absolutely love it! A good story driven erp is the best in my book. I haven't done an rp in a while and I'm kinda desperate to rp lol. Are there any like rp groups here on FA, cuz I do see that "No RP" sign on people's pages and I'm wondering if there's one for rp.

Anyways, I hope some of you read this and maybe can understand what I've been going through.