Sorry for yet another vent journal, but I really do feel this way a lot. Life just tends to crap all over me all the time, and the few times things LOOK like they're getting better, things happen and it's right back to more crap, with the good things mostly going away or having not been what I thought. I still have no job, despite so many promising interviews, no real relationships or even people to regularly talk to that actually want to talk to me without me reaching out to them first all the time other than Nikita, who's shown in some pics I have in my gallery, and honestly no motivation to keep going.