So, for about a couple years now i've been single. Now it hasnt been the biggest of issues until of late, where im finding myself just soul crushingly lonely at night. Just when i get off the computer and head to bed for the night, the silence kicks in and just its myself and my phone. Hardly anyone is awake, but thats just how it is being awake at 2am - 3am, but its more of the fact laying in an empty bed, by myself. This lets the thoughts of being alone and almost unloved, unimportant to everyone. Causing me to almost cry myself to sleep at night, having to listen to a podcast or documentary just to kind of shut out that noise. While trying not to be the most desperate of single pringles looking to mingle, im trying to be more outgoing in the furry fandom, joining group chats and putting myself out there by posting art on twitter, discord, ect. I havent gone as far as dating site/apps, but im almost considering it. I guess the whole point of this journal is seeing if i can get any help in getting myself out there more, to meet people and have more chances of finding an SO or whatever. Thanks for reading.