Being invasive and making another person feel uncomfortable, or making them feel like they're being stalked was not where I wanted this to go. That's what I did. No excuses, no crap. That happened. I must have come across as creepy and unwelcome, and above all, a total stranger who was in over his head. ..... I mean, being blocked, I felt bad. I knew I did something bad, and I was in the wrong here.

First lesson learned this year! So that means I should show some discretion from here on out.

I still stand by my statement that I do look up to you as someone who lit something inside me that's eager to improve and push myself. So, that determination remains undaunted in the face of everything else.

Whatever the case, I should focus more on being a little better than this. But I guess that's what the rest of this year should be for.

So, I've made my sorries and all that.
Now to work on my actions matching my words.
I have moved on.

Later days,