So yeah, life feels like it's totally going completely to shit, lost my mate over a stupid mistake, and it just happened to be in the midst of endless overtime at work (48 - 56 hours) every week for the last 5, going on 6 when my stress was already elevated.

So here I am, stressed, depressed, alone, hoped up on so much caffeine my eye twitches because I can't get enough sleep because all I'm dealing with, I'm pretty sure I know why people snap now.

Anyone have some suggestions? Don't say take a vacation as we are "too busy" and all requests are being denied. I would quit but the pay is decent and anywhere else is likely a paycut.

I just wish I still had someone to love me, that I could vent to and be comforted, wish I could undo everything, wish I could cease to be...