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4 years ago
*Edit* 472 of you all have started watching me as I have came back and I wanted to thank you all for it ^^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Something has been bugging me recently. More than normal..
Do I come off unappealing or intimidating or anything negative to you all?
I just find that as time goes on people just stop interacting me me entirely. Including a lot of people whom I thought as friends or acquaintances and I don't know if I did something to do this or is there some public negativity about me? I am really just alone in the dark about all of this stuff.
The last couple of weeks has seemed to just been negative thing after another.
My birthday passed not too long ago, not many in my friend groups even knew of it or reached out.
My partner of the past year and 4 months broke up with me two days ago.
And just generally I have just felt really out of the loop when it comes to everyone.. Everyone is just distant to me and I am not sure if I just caused that or something else..
I don't even feel the want to upload the many pieces of art that I have because it doesn't seem like many people want to see it now. I've been so inconsistent in uploading that people's interests seemed to have waned.
COMMISSION WAIT LIST
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** ARTIST BLACKLIST (Do not support these) **
Color Sketch from 
white-stripes (Commissioned and paid Aug 2012) Ran away with money!!!
2 person Sweet Box Commisison from 
caramelroses with zhet(Commissioned by friend December 2013) Never Seen Again as of 2014!!
2 Person Commission from 
taillessbunny ft. kattnis *Paid No Update*
K/DA YCH from 
unonch ft yukitallorean *Paid No Update*
YCH from 
angel_lumen *Paid Aug '23 No update* 
white-stripes
caramelroses
taillessbunny
unonch
angel_lumen
So I would say i have no complains, really! In fact, from the little I've interacted, they only made me want more!~
By the way, happy late birthday!
Could be that things have changed, But I doubt you did anything wrong. Sometimes it happens and It's very unexpected and could make you feel that way without reasons, But I'd be happy to be friends with you x3
You took me in, talked with me, and we shared the best times together. You’re a father figure to me and honestly, I’m proud of being your hypothetical “son” as ever.
You are definitely not intimidating, and if some consider so, you are by far the sweetest, caring, and loving guy i’ve ever met!
...not to mention you cope with me, as bratty as I am; it shows you have patience and for me, that’s something I really hold dear to me.
I love you, Mocha; you’re my favorite Lion <3
Happy belated birthday and I hope you can push those negative thoughts aside ^^
And christ, I'm sorry to hear that ;-;
You'll make it through, I'm sure you've been through worst.
But we're still here for you dood
In terms of the breakup, I'm sorry that happened. Things like that can be tough but over time it can get better.
...and probably worse at keeping up with art submissions. :|