Light of Aidan - Lament





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I've been recently depressed/stressed over the condition of my botched and butchered birthday. Beh >.> depression is for those that dont have much else to look forward to! Once you get passed the feelings of weight on your whole body its rather easy to sally forth into the day! :P

The coldest hour is just before the dawn.

I can say with utmost certainty that the no hour before the dawn was ever cold when I was there for it. Back when I was in highschool I used to wake up and get out to wait for the bus atleast 15-30 mins before the sun rose over the horizon and never was it one bit chilly 'cept in the winters. If there is one thing I love more then watching the sun rise after complete pitch darkness its the mist/fog that comes with the dawn on many a fall/winter morning. Ahh... fondly I remember those mornings of waiting in a soft mist that covered me from head to toe in a light coating of rain if you will. Its just so refreshing to have actually been in a mist its very lovely even if it is dreary to others!

Even though my bday was butchered I sifted through the guts and gore and found some pretty damned snazzy parts :) One I got some awesome Halloween decorations for my bday :D :P love skulls and gargoyles and stuff :) protect me from evil they do! Also I have a chance to redo the whole of the butchered birthday thing! Might have a big party might just be a few choice friends... who knows :D

In other news! I saw a bit of a spooktacular sight! Apparently one of the ghosts in my house has made his/her presence known by doing something small yet very impressive. They moved a pumpkin shaped eraser onto my highschool year book that I had on my bookshelf! I know that it might not sound to spectacular to you but it is to me! The pumpkin is like one of the main symbols for halloween! The ghost is secondary o.o but yea anyway I hope to see more happening soon :) I'll keep you all updated on what happens :P