Still here, just missing something
4 years ago
Musings of a giant ocean mammal
So, I have had the most miserably unhappy week of my life. Several days ago, I had to say goodbye, for the last time, to the man who raised me to be who I am today, my Grandfather. As I stood over his grave and watched them lower him in, I could feel a piece of me go with him. There will be few events in my life that will be able to match what has happened but all of them are events I hope never come to pass. But life is like that, it gives you the things you want but it also gives you every bit of the things you don’t. So I’m here, just trying to figure out how big of a chunk of me was left behind. I will cope the best way I know how, I will draw, I will silently sit at my table and put pen to tablet and draw till I feel better. Draw to forget, draw to remember, draw to just feel normal again. I will draw because that is all I know.
I will be back to working on commissions again, sorry for keeping you all waiting. All projects will be pushed back a week to reflect the new schedule given the recent events. Be sure to keep an eye on my Trello for updates to my commission list. Please contact me if you have any questions you might want to ask.
For commission status updates and info please do look at this submission.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41879849/
I’ll update it whenever something comes up, it also has the link for the Trello board for any of you who wish to take a look.
I will be back to working on commissions again, sorry for keeping you all waiting. All projects will be pushed back a week to reflect the new schedule given the recent events. Be sure to keep an eye on my Trello for updates to my commission list. Please contact me if you have any questions you might want to ask.
For commission status updates and info please do look at this submission.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41879849/
I’ll update it whenever something comes up, it also has the link for the Trello board for any of you who wish to take a look.
I know the feeling of losing someone this close to you.
Also i know it will take time to learn to live with this feeling of loss.
For now, take your time to mourning and recover, and remember you got friends to talk when needed. Is ok to vent and cry, express how you feel, but be strong and remember, you got our support.
But this is just one of the countless and absolute truths of the grim and gray side of reality that will inevitably come to everyone.
What matters is how you will cope with the revelation and how it will shape you as a person.
hope he rest well
But she lived alone in Hungary, so none of us were able to be there in her last years.
My heart goes out to anyone else who's lost a loved one like that.
Take your time, you've got a big heart of gold. And your friends think about you.
We're not alone.