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sorry about the delay :(
4 years ago
Also i will be starting my commissions now, that i actually not feel like human crap...these past 3 days have been awful.
I am currently looking for donations for my stolen money of $15 dollars (can be sent at anapancheri[at]gmail.com if you have any to spare...also i am willing to make commissions of course, also canbe sent at anapancheri[at]gmail.com and note me the details, i can pull allnighters so you won't have to wait long for the other commishes to finish if you like) So; yesterday i had many cumulative experiences with a scumbag seller, he sold me food in good condition, for half the price of supermakret (eg, 30 cents per 500mg bag of noodles...14 broth cubes for like a dollar...to help my mom in end of month should be good i think.) even my $5 dollar monitor he sold me) but then for some reason, maybe he realized i was buynig frquently for him and wanted to make money off of me by less than ethical means?i do't know, the thing is, he started selling me broken electronics, broken toys, i'd exchange them, and he'd give me yet another broken one...and he does NOT give cash back. Then to top it all off, as i was waiting for him to attend me (some junkie kids and a girl were hanging around) they leave suddenly and quickly after without buying anything, suspiciously. I find later that my $7000 pesos are gone :( (i think it's rather obvious what happened..)
So i lost my mind, i trie to search for their house (against my mom's wish who they were students of her "tjey won't give it back, wathc out the have guns) i don't care, at least apologize for stealing medication money, i've to take xanax and it does not come free, nor does natidepressant, it's the ethical thing to do if you're at leat 0,0001 not a pice of shit)
well, i went, fuming all over near blocks to no availe, even convinced my my to help me recognize the house...nothing, her mother was there but did not regognize a thing.
Then yesterday it seems all this out burst catched up on my and took a toll...i went to the supermarket as usual, and my knees, legs and spine starteed giving in ad i crashed, first at the store (he helped me up), then as i was crossing the street, fell, scratched my hand, broke ALL $430 pesos worth of merchandise, leaving glass and liquid all over the street (the MIDDLE of the street min dyou, asphalt, i crawled to the curb ASAP and tried to clear out the glass so as to not affect any car's tires)
so this nice guy offers to call a taxi i got buy another figuring i can place it in the seat until i am driving back to my house's door...
Police arrive, super helpful to me, tkae my data, call an ambulance instead as at that point they realized, my legs and spine were beyond useless, the even nicer ambulance comes and helps me and treates me very humanely, i grab my bag, and with the help of the nurse go has me by the hand, then somehow, either my spine pulls back or my legs give in backwards, i have no fucking clue, even while i am being held by the right arm, i fall on my ass...boom, another glass container crushed beyond repair, $790 down the drain...at this point he must have realized something is majorly wrong so he broke out the wheelchair and we arrived safely to the ambulance. once at the hospital, they gave me an IV: (Don't worry, NO blood whatosever in the picture, just paper gause over cotton to keep the needle secured..NO needle visible either, this was after it was removed...just a warning in case someone's triggered) https://files.fm/f/2vwahd7ej they must know what they're doing, after driving me back to home, entering me in wheelchair, and my parents helped me get up to the bed, in around 5 to 10 hours of rest i could walk around again, this mroning, i was already good as new (no pain, regained loss of my lower body..) they really know what they're doing...
so im back in shape..physically at least (my parents berated me, my dad tried to put the guilt on me that he vomited blood and felt bad, my mom told me that she doesn't love me, which hurt, like excuse me but i didn't CHOOSE to have a severe physical breakdown!you didn't think i was worried about how you may feel? first time i looke up quick and painless suicide, and actually wasn't as hessitant to go for it, unlike in my teens wherei ws t o scared)...but the phyisical damage, whatever was in that IV, it fixed me up good.
sorry for the rant, i need to keep you on the up and up about your commissions no matter what, and i guess it is also a selfish thingm after all that happened, i needed a place to vent, you needn't read all of this at all, i know it is a mess, please refrain if you like, i needed to get it out is all, i am hurting..
I am currently looking for donations for my stolen money of $15 dollars (can be sent at anapancheri[at]gmail.com if you have any to spare...also i am willing to make commissions of course, also canbe sent at anapancheri[at]gmail.com and note me the details, i can pull allnighters so you won't have to wait long for the other commishes to finish if you like) So; yesterday i had many cumulative experiences with a scumbag seller, he sold me food in good condition, for half the price of supermakret (eg, 30 cents per 500mg bag of noodles...14 broth cubes for like a dollar...to help my mom in end of month should be good i think.) even my $5 dollar monitor he sold me) but then for some reason, maybe he realized i was buynig frquently for him and wanted to make money off of me by less than ethical means?i do't know, the thing is, he started selling me broken electronics, broken toys, i'd exchange them, and he'd give me yet another broken one...and he does NOT give cash back. Then to top it all off, as i was waiting for him to attend me (some junkie kids and a girl were hanging around) they leave suddenly and quickly after without buying anything, suspiciously. I find later that my $7000 pesos are gone :( (i think it's rather obvious what happened..)
So i lost my mind, i trie to search for their house (against my mom's wish who they were students of her "tjey won't give it back, wathc out the have guns) i don't care, at least apologize for stealing medication money, i've to take xanax and it does not come free, nor does natidepressant, it's the ethical thing to do if you're at leat 0,0001 not a pice of shit)
well, i went, fuming all over near blocks to no availe, even convinced my my to help me recognize the house...nothing, her mother was there but did not regognize a thing.
Then yesterday it seems all this out burst catched up on my and took a toll...i went to the supermarket as usual, and my knees, legs and spine starteed giving in ad i crashed, first at the store (he helped me up), then as i was crossing the street, fell, scratched my hand, broke ALL $430 pesos worth of merchandise, leaving glass and liquid all over the street (the MIDDLE of the street min dyou, asphalt, i crawled to the curb ASAP and tried to clear out the glass so as to not affect any car's tires)
so this nice guy offers to call a taxi i got buy another figuring i can place it in the seat until i am driving back to my house's door...
Police arrive, super helpful to me, tkae my data, call an ambulance instead as at that point they realized, my legs and spine were beyond useless, the even nicer ambulance comes and helps me and treates me very humanely, i grab my bag, and with the help of the nurse go has me by the hand, then somehow, either my spine pulls back or my legs give in backwards, i have no fucking clue, even while i am being held by the right arm, i fall on my ass...boom, another glass container crushed beyond repair, $790 down the drain...at this point he must have realized something is majorly wrong so he broke out the wheelchair and we arrived safely to the ambulance. once at the hospital, they gave me an IV: (Don't worry, NO blood whatosever in the picture, just paper gause over cotton to keep the needle secured..NO needle visible either, this was after it was removed...just a warning in case someone's triggered) https://files.fm/f/2vwahd7ej they must know what they're doing, after driving me back to home, entering me in wheelchair, and my parents helped me get up to the bed, in around 5 to 10 hours of rest i could walk around again, this mroning, i was already good as new (no pain, regained loss of my lower body..) they really know what they're doing...
so im back in shape..physically at least (my parents berated me, my dad tried to put the guilt on me that he vomited blood and felt bad, my mom told me that she doesn't love me, which hurt, like excuse me but i didn't CHOOSE to have a severe physical breakdown!you didn't think i was worried about how you may feel? first time i looke up quick and painless suicide, and actually wasn't as hessitant to go for it, unlike in my teens wherei ws t o scared)...but the phyisical damage, whatever was in that IV, it fixed me up good.
sorry for the rant, i need to keep you on the up and up about your commissions no matter what, and i guess it is also a selfish thingm after all that happened, i needed a place to vent, you needn't read all of this at all, i know it is a mess, please refrain if you like, i needed to get it out is all, i am hurting..
I'd like to get a comm to help you a bit.
That's be awful kind of you, i promise to rework it as many times as you need, because the last time i did not did a satisfactory job with Goldie's commission and left feeling unskilled/unprofessional afterwrads. This time i can work closely with you and you can give me feedback if you'd like.
Thank you again.
por suerte al menos ya me encuentro estable fisicamente, y estoy tratando de no estresarme sobre estas cosas para que no me pase algo asi de nuevo