As of this moment I am realizing that my personal issues I have been suffering from are likely not going to change in the near future.
These issues are why I implemented my new commission system in which I do not accept payment until I have either began work for the project or completed the sketch for the project.
With this system in place I figured if something came up that it would leave me with no solid obligations to do the work, giving my mind reprieve.

And well. Something has come up which has left me with a heavy heart and at this moment I am going to be cancelling the commissions I have queued.
I will be reaching out to everyone personally who has contacted me about them and telling them the unfortunate news.
My obligations to people who have paid in the past are still in place and I will be working with them on figuring out the best plan of action to complete their work.

Additionally, I will also be contacting my raffle winners as many of them opted for upgrades that I will likely not be able to fulfill.
As free art projects they will still be able to receive the work I have accepted from them although they will have to accept my current style as the quality of their prizes.

I realize that many people will likely be disappointed in me and this is something I have accepted.
Things in life do not develop in black and white.
I have to think about the best interest for myself and also for those who might be waiting on me with high hopes.

I hope everyone can understand and I am deeply sorry for this.
Thank you for reading.