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It's been a long time.. 💔
4 years ago
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Hey! Although I said that I was back, now, I think, it is worth telling and explaining everything in order. There will be a lot of letters here, so thanks for giving me a little of your time!
Have you ever experienced a state of complete disappointment in yourself and complete burnout? So, this is what covered me this time with my head and led to huge health and academic problems. How is it tied? It's simple. My mental problems always affect my body. And this time the influence was colossal. I could not have imagined that at the age of 20, with a completely healthy body, I could become infected with a severe form of covid. Or the fact that in some periods of my life I will completely lose any sense to breathe and suicidal thoughts will visit more and more. This spring is the most disgusting and difficult period in my life, which completely undermined my health. Both mental and physical. And after covid acquired several charms like panic attacks and severe paranoia.
This led to a new problem - study. The last semester of the undergraduate degree, which I simply could not quit, and because of my condition. I barely barely closed all possible exams and defended my diploma (yes, I am now a bachelor of marketing, hurray), but it also took away a huge part of my moral strength. But, there is a plus, but I have a diploma, it's a pity only that my soul lies in drawing, and only to it.
However, no matter how hard it was in the past, I have already gone through that period and it is over, which means it's time to return to the business that I love and which I am ready to devote my life to. You would know how much I missed drawing, in fact, I was just overwhelmed by it. And now I am very happy to understand that that period is over, although there is still a move ahead, but this is not so scary.
Now I am actively engaged in the design of the profile, as well as the details for it. I also paint actively. I do not want to make you wait any longer, because I understand that this will be too much. But I also want to give the best work possible so as not to disappoint you!
In addition to commissioned work, I am also starting to work on projects, the announcement of which is so close!
╭━━━━━━•★•━━━━━━╮
IT WILL BE ABOUT
★ spring
★ illness
★ study
★ and other
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I also really want THANK YOU to those people who patiently waited for my return and asked if everything was all right! Thanks for your support and patience! I will not disappoint you! 
Have you ever experienced a state of complete disappointment in yourself and complete burnout? So, this is what covered me this time with my head and led to huge health and academic problems. How is it tied? It's simple. My mental problems always affect my body. And this time the influence was colossal. I could not have imagined that at the age of 20, with a completely healthy body, I could become infected with a severe form of covid. Or the fact that in some periods of my life I will completely lose any sense to breathe and suicidal thoughts will visit more and more. This spring is the most disgusting and difficult period in my life, which completely undermined my health. Both mental and physical. And after covid acquired several charms like panic attacks and severe paranoia.
I really haven't felt so disgusting for a long time ...This led to a new problem - study. The last semester of the undergraduate degree, which I simply could not quit, and because of my condition. I barely barely closed all possible exams and defended my diploma (yes, I am now a bachelor of marketing, hurray), but it also took away a huge part of my moral strength. But, there is a plus, but I have a diploma, it's a pity only that my soul lies in drawing, and only to it.
In fact, it turns out that it is so hard to write it now. I dive into the past to tell you, but it hurts...However, no matter how hard it was in the past, I have already gone through that period and it is over, which means it's time to return to the business that I love and which I am ready to devote my life to. You would know how much I missed drawing, in fact, I was just overwhelmed by it. And now I am very happy to understand that that period is over, although there is still a move ahead, but this is not so scary.
Now I am actively engaged in the design of the profile, as well as the details for it. I also paint actively. I do not want to make you wait any longer, because I understand that this will be too much. But I also want to give the best work possible so as not to disappoint you!
☽ My dear customers! If you are reading this, thank you for your patience! Soon I will write to each of you and will gradually return the work! Thank you for staying with me! ☾ In addition to commissioned work, I am also starting to work on projects, the announcement of which is so close!
Thank you so much for reading this to the end! In fact, my soul has now become easy after I wrote this for you! Thanks and see you soon! 
I get depressed in Spring as well. Autumn is my happy season.