It was so helpful and heartfelt.
I had some physical problems which are subduing already, and i no longer want to think about what happened 2 weeks ago. Such toxic bullshit...it's not good to have on the mind.
More importantly, i want to apologize about any and all delays at communication and specially the commissions, it takes me some time, but i want to make everyone happy, all users, so i will do it, little by little...better yet, if i can go into overdrive and focus as much as possible. My lineart isn't as good as i'd had hoped, so i want to take up some way to make it up, by shading or otherwise, i don't want to rush anything, and i don't want to take too long. I appreciate your patience, i never mean to take it for granted so i feel sorry when it may come out that way after so much help and appreciation was directed my way of all people, they could not get a fast enough production.I'm sure it feels bad for them to, i am trying to ammend this.

Please look forward to my activity again ^^* i can do it, i can get fired up...i'll do it no matter what!
& Thank you again for everything, i'm very humbled by your support and help.