Ok really just want to get rid of the last venty post.

So good news I'm back bad news only for about 3 weeks. My job and classes finally ended and I was able to get my EMG and talk to a doctor, even thought I feel fine I'm going to need to have surgery at the end of the month to make sure it does not happen again and make sure I can still use my hand in my 40s, so I'll draw as much as a can from now till then and finger crossed that everything goes well.