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Home Sweet home.
16 years ago
Me: I'm Home! UGH. I HATE SNOW!!
Mom: Well do you like me?
Me: ...whut?
Mom: Do you like me? Cause you've been gone for two whole days.
Me: You said I was killing you. I was giving you a break.
Mom: I'll TELL you when I need a break from you.
I fucking LOVE this place!!
I love the physical violence!
I love the screaming matches!
I love the threats!
I love the hurled insults, the cheap apologies, and the intolerance!
I love spending as much time here as possible, because there's nothing more important then family. Even if My previous family gave me away, I will NEVER be able to trust ANYBODY more then my family- says the woman who tried to strangle me a few weeks ago. Why in the fuck wouldn't I want to walk in, and after thirty seconds, feel like having a conversation like that?
I love how we never say I love you.
I love the blame game played on a nightly basis.
I love the pretend hugs and painted on affection.
But I'm gonna get out. I'm gonna get out and I'm gonna walk away and I'm gonna make myself enough money so that I can buy myself every part of my soul that I've lost, or scratched or broken. Fuck. You.
Mom: Well do you like me?
Me: ...whut?
Mom: Do you like me? Cause you've been gone for two whole days.
Me: You said I was killing you. I was giving you a break.
Mom: I'll TELL you when I need a break from you.
I fucking LOVE this place!!
I love the physical violence!
I love the screaming matches!
I love the threats!
I love the hurled insults, the cheap apologies, and the intolerance!
I love spending as much time here as possible, because there's nothing more important then family. Even if My previous family gave me away, I will NEVER be able to trust ANYBODY more then my family- says the woman who tried to strangle me a few weeks ago. Why in the fuck wouldn't I want to walk in, and after thirty seconds, feel like having a conversation like that?
I love how we never say I love you.
I love the blame game played on a nightly basis.
I love the pretend hugs and painted on affection.
But I'm gonna get out. I'm gonna get out and I'm gonna walk away and I'm gonna make myself enough money so that I can buy myself every part of my soul that I've lost, or scratched or broken. Fuck. You.
Just remember no matter how bad things get, they can't hold you back forever. you are a good person, you don't deserve to have bad people keeping you down. but they do, so you just need to stay stronger because of it. YOull make things better, in time.