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Trying For Change
4 years ago
Hey everyone,
So, you may have noticed a change in my gallery. Don't fret, I'm still here. Nothing bad happened either. I just want something different. I want to try a balance of new things, go beyond my comfort level -- and that's terrifying! Because, well... it's different. So, let me be real with you. There's always the thought of "What if it doesn't work out?", right? If you're not satisfied with your current situation or how things are going, it makes sense to make a change. Though, life isn't so easy and come with an instruction manual (Or I lost it, who knows).
But I was trying for a one-size-fits all approach and it was just... not working. Some people liked what I had to offer, some not too much. I was so passionate about being this hot mess of a roo (And still love the idea), but my over zealousness may have thwarted some others off and I feel bad for those who I may have bothered. I can be more than a cumgaroo, so I'm going to!
Bigness and huge messes will find a new home, promise. Though I want to try and do new things too. Go beyond my comfort zone and share other things I like with you all and start a new journey. Being stuck home for well over a year and a half can do very strange things, but time for change. Sorry for the spook, if there was one.
So, you may have noticed a change in my gallery. Don't fret, I'm still here. Nothing bad happened either. I just want something different. I want to try a balance of new things, go beyond my comfort level -- and that's terrifying! Because, well... it's different. So, let me be real with you. There's always the thought of "What if it doesn't work out?", right? If you're not satisfied with your current situation or how things are going, it makes sense to make a change. Though, life isn't so easy and come with an instruction manual (Or I lost it, who knows).
But I was trying for a one-size-fits all approach and it was just... not working. Some people liked what I had to offer, some not too much. I was so passionate about being this hot mess of a roo (And still love the idea), but my over zealousness may have thwarted some others off and I feel bad for those who I may have bothered. I can be more than a cumgaroo, so I'm going to!
Bigness and huge messes will find a new home, promise. Though I want to try and do new things too. Go beyond my comfort zone and share other things I like with you all and start a new journey. Being stuck home for well over a year and a half can do very strange things, but time for change. Sorry for the spook, if there was one.
Not everyone is going to like everything that you post, even if feels like it is very similar or even identical to all the other stuff. Humans are fickle creatures by nature. It's just how it is.
I never had bad intentions, I just made honest mistakes. I only want the best for others. I know I was sometimes pushy with others because I liked it so much and wanted to them to have that same level of enjoyment as I did. Well meant, sometimes poorly executed.
I'd like to think I've learned from my mistakes, but still feel bad if I ever bothered anyone. But I'd also like to move forward and carry a more realistic mindset and reasonable expectations.
I'm glad you commented, it was a pleasant surprise. I'd really like it if you gave me a poke so we can chat more. It'd mean a lot to me.
Though it was long ago that we shared but a few words and intent to share more in due time, so I haven’t been able to get much of a perspective on you of my own. But the sentiment of what you express—a wish to grow beyond what you originally intended and spread interests into other avenues—is a wonderful thing to see others aspire to. It’s easy to stagnate as a character when a singular fixation becomes the prime trait and nothing else. It can be worked into other traits, or roleplays, or adventures. It can be one facet to a bevy of other peculiar, weird, or relatable collection of interests making you more 3-dimensional. It’s personally something I wish more people in our fandom would aspire to.
So yes, stepping out of one’s comfort zone is scary. But it also expands that comfort zone too and gives you more of a sandbox to experiment with. Keep in touch so we can see what you come up with, in addition to being a bustling “cumgaroo”, if you may!
So, it's an extremely pleasant surprise to get a response. Not only did you somehow find this and take the time to read it, but also wrote something out too. Just... Thank you. I hope we can catch up.