to my commissioners: I'm sorry I've been taking so long with your commissions :[ my life has been very up and down lately and it has put me in a nasty art block. I'm still working on everything I'm just having so much trouble concentrating on anything progress has been slooow ;; I promise they will be amazing when finished.
Below is an example of how life has been lately x_x

So today I got woken up after 3 hours of sleep and told I had to take my brother to court. Then when I get there I am told I have to stay in the courtroom so someone knows if he goes to jail. He got probably the worst lawyer ive ever seen, paired with a judge meaner than judge judy. So after about three times of my brother becoming convinced he's going to jail, crying and hugging me goodbye, and even signing a plea bargain, he somehow got my mom to come to the court and pay $300 dollars he owed to not go to jail. Which is good i guess, im glad he didnt go to jail, mostly, but my brother reeeally doesn't deserve it and now we are insanely tight on money, again, cause we had to pay for his court stuff AGAIN. So I'm not really sure how i feel, I just know I'm emotionally and physically drained x____x excuse me im gonna go crawl in an corner for a while.

ughhh sorry for the rant, I just needed to vent somewhere :/