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Update, Short Hiatus.
4 years ago
Incoming opinions!! TAKE COVER!!
my Grandmother passed away sometime between 1:00-1:20AM this morning. she went peacefully in her sleep. we knew this might happen given her condition and hospitalization, but you are never truly ready for when it does
i had my time of grief today, and so did my dad. to be honest, theres a sense of relief with the sorrow, we did all that we could for her and so did the hospital staff. we believe that.
i'm working through some things still, i just feel this stress in my chest, like im gonna burst crying at any moment if i lose focus.
i wonder if i somehow sensed it was time. yesterday was when i decided to share my woes in a previous journal, i couldnt get a single second of sleep for most of the night into early morning today. and that is when it happened. i cant explain it, i didnt feel like anything was particularly wrong this morning, i just couldnt sleep, like i was meant to be awake to hear the news.
i'm not good dealing with sorrow, i'll respond to everyone's comments on the last journal as best i can, but then i need time to myself. i just dont feel like doing anything right now...
i had my time of grief today, and so did my dad. to be honest, theres a sense of relief with the sorrow, we did all that we could for her and so did the hospital staff. we believe that.
i'm working through some things still, i just feel this stress in my chest, like im gonna burst crying at any moment if i lose focus.
i wonder if i somehow sensed it was time. yesterday was when i decided to share my woes in a previous journal, i couldnt get a single second of sleep for most of the night into early morning today. and that is when it happened. i cant explain it, i didnt feel like anything was particularly wrong this morning, i just couldnt sleep, like i was meant to be awake to hear the news.
i'm not good dealing with sorrow, i'll respond to everyone's comments on the last journal as best i can, but then i need time to myself. i just dont feel like doing anything right now...
It's not easy but the best thing you can do while they're still alive is to treasure them, spend time with them, tell them how much you love them. I had 31 great years with my father and at least a few decades with my grandparents. I remember when we all got together for Christmas, the family reunion, the trip to Disney World, and I'll treasure those moments forever.
it's been years since ive dealt with the loss of someone closer to me, so i took it kinda hard. i'm doing better now, just working through the pain and remembering the better times
gonna get back into the swing of things here again. viewing and faving stuff, get my mind off of things. distraction has been helping, and knowing i have friends here helps too