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Moody Update (sorry)
4 years ago
I know I promised stuff, but I'm just struggling a lot to get things done.
I'm still working on those sketches I talked about and they're over 100 now.
I get really upset over how no matter how much I do, nothing seems to ever be finished.
All I wanted was to make sure I did proper drawings of some key concepts that I like, in order to introduce them to my gallery.
This was important because it makes sure that I can show people what I like and how I tackle some themes, while if I just did whatever I felt like in the moment, I could end up repeating some themes, while completely neglecting others. With this list I made, which keeps growing, at least I know I'm addressing a bit of everything, so it's at least there, somewhere, all together, all one after the other, which is why I didn't want to interrupt the flux with other drawings.
I feel like I can't even begin to tackle the stuff I should have taken care of like three months ago. I still need to do the species bestiary and the lore for me, Kat and our four main friends which I didn't even introduce yet.
I even missed out on the 10-year anniversary of the first drawing I ever posted on the fandom.
I wish I was faster. I don't know what happened. I'm really disappointed with myself. In April I actually managed to pull eight fully shaded drawings a day for 4 days, and the quality was pretty much what I've been posting. I can't do that anymore, for some reason.
I'm really upset at how little I can manage right now. I can't even imagine doing things like comics or big projects in this state, at least not without giving up on everything else, which would not be great.
Sorry to share my sentimentalities like this... I try not to, and I refused to communicate anything like this for 3 days now, but I thought I should give at least some update, since haven't had much to share lately.
I'm still working on those sketches I talked about and they're over 100 now.
I get really upset over how no matter how much I do, nothing seems to ever be finished.
All I wanted was to make sure I did proper drawings of some key concepts that I like, in order to introduce them to my gallery.
This was important because it makes sure that I can show people what I like and how I tackle some themes, while if I just did whatever I felt like in the moment, I could end up repeating some themes, while completely neglecting others. With this list I made, which keeps growing, at least I know I'm addressing a bit of everything, so it's at least there, somewhere, all together, all one after the other, which is why I didn't want to interrupt the flux with other drawings.
I feel like I can't even begin to tackle the stuff I should have taken care of like three months ago. I still need to do the species bestiary and the lore for me, Kat and our four main friends which I didn't even introduce yet.
I even missed out on the 10-year anniversary of the first drawing I ever posted on the fandom.
I wish I was faster. I don't know what happened. I'm really disappointed with myself. In April I actually managed to pull eight fully shaded drawings a day for 4 days, and the quality was pretty much what I've been posting. I can't do that anymore, for some reason.
I'm really upset at how little I can manage right now. I can't even imagine doing things like comics or big projects in this state, at least not without giving up on everything else, which would not be great.
Sorry to share my sentimentalities like this... I try not to, and I refused to communicate anything like this for 3 days now, but I thought I should give at least some update, since haven't had much to share lately.
