Not even sure where to start, gonna keep this as brief as I can though.

Those who have been following the story know I was already having art block issues, but things just kept getting worse, primarily in the form of Sammy.

In case it was not obvious we were very close, friends for ages and we spent a lot of personal time talking about our mutual interests and of course sketching together. He was like a soul mate to me, the ying to my yang when it came to what interests I have in fetish stuff. So when he found God and decided that vore was a sin, it was a huge thing and even going on three years later I cannot really separate my feelings vis a vie our relationship/friendship and how I view everything vore related and more. That is to say, he ruined all this stuff for me, since when I think of it I just think of losing my friend and losing that bond and someone to confide in.

That leads us to the here and now, I am trying to sort things out, I went from wanting to draw for a living and keep improving, to having a hard time even getting myself to draw (because of frustration over lack of improvement mostly,) to giving up on art completely. But I am working on it, trying to find something that fills the hole where that friendship used to be. But life has made it hard since so many people fled FA in the past few years and I never really had many art friends to begin with, given my picky interests I never really felt part of any community.

I have people I know but most of them have their own stuff going on and I rarely talk to them, I am doing fine in real life with friends to do stuff with, moved to a new place and generally doing good in that aspect, but vore, art and all that is still a part of my life I need to fix.