Lately I feeling really unhappy in my life. I feel like everyone hates me, I can't do everything right, I can't complete my goals because stuff I can't understand because I'm slow stupid and retarded, I'm not happy about my job and I really rulren my life. I keep seeing other people doing great really doing get drawing and doing webcomic and stream channel and other stuff that I can't do because I'm pathetic and stupid. I don't have no one to hang out or never hang out with people in my entire life because I can't have good communication. I feel week and didn't do anything right I make things worser. I tried to be happy and do something but after that, everything pushed me back really hard. I can't improve my drawings to be good like everyone else because stuff I don't know how to do it. I screwed up my life and everything I can't do much because of my stupid laziness and other stuff. I feel like no one don't want to help me or want me to be happy. I'm really at my limited here. I just can't do this anymore and I want this to end. Everything that going on in my life and other making me really sad and depressed. I feel like I wanted to end myself. This pain is really hurting me that I'm really scared and very hurt and depressed. All I wanted is to be happy and enjoy my life. But now I feel like no one in the world don't wanna help me or be by my side. What the point of living? I really messed everything up that I give up now.... Please anyone someone please help me out on my depression or be by my side or anything. I just wanted to smile and be happy again and do things great. 😔😔😔😔😔😢😢😢😢😢